Through The Light
Mellen-Thomas Benedict is an artist who survived a
near-death experience in 1982. He was dead for over
an hour and a half and during that time, he rose
up out of his body and went into the Light. Curious
about the universe, he was taken far into the remote
depths of existence, and even beyond, into the
energetic Void of Nothingness behind the Big Bang.
Concerning his near-death experience, Dr. Kenneth
Ring has said, "His story is one of the most
remarkable I have encountered in my extensive
research on near-death experiences."
THE ROAD TO DEATH
In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. The condition I
had was inoperable,and any kind of chemotherapy they
could give me would just have made me more
of a vegetable. I was given six to eight months to
live. I had been an information freak in the 1970's,
and I had become increasingly despondent over the
nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth.
So, since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to
believe that nature had made a mistake, and that we
were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. I
saw no way that we could get out from all the problems
we had created for ourselves and the planet. I perceived
all humans as cancer, and that is what I got. That
is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is.
It can feed back on you, especially if it is a negative
world view. I had a seriously negative one. That is what
led me into my death. I tried all sorts of alternative
healing methods, but nothing helped.
So I determined that this was really just between me
and God. I had never really faced God before, or even
dealt with God. I was not into any kind of spirituality
at the time, but I began a journey into learning about
spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do
all the reading I could and bone up on the subject,
because I did not want to be surprised on the other
side. So I started reading on various religions
and philosophies. They were all very interesting,
and gave hope that there was something on the other side.
On the other hand, as a self-employed stained-glass
artist at the time, I had no medical insurance whatsoever.
So my life savings went overnight in testing. Then I was
facing the medical profession without any kind of
insurance. I did not want to have my family dragged down
financially, so I determined to handle this myself. There
was not constant pain, but there were black-outs. I got so
that I would not dare to drive, and eventually I ended up
in hospice care.
I had my own personal hospice caretaker. I was very
Blessed by this angel who went through the last part of
This with me. I lasted about eighteen months. I did not
want to take a lot of drugs, since I wanted to be as conscious
as possible. Then I experienced such pain that I had nothing
but pain in my consciousness, luckily only for a few days at
a time.
THE LIGHT OF GOD
I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30
am, and I just knew that this was it. This was the day I
was going to die. So I called a few friends and said goodbye.
I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private
agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone
for six hours, since I had read that all kinds of interesting
things happen when you die. I went back to sleep.
The next thing I remember is the beginning of a
typical near-death experience. Suddenly I was fully aware and
I was standing up, but my body was in the bed. There was this
darkness around me. Being out of my body was even more vivid
than ordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see
every room in the house, I could see the top of the house, I
could see around the house, I could see under the house.
There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light.
The Light was very similar to what many other people
have described in their near-death experiences. It was so
magnificent.
It is tangible; you can feel it. It is alluring; you want
to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal mother's
or father's arms. As I began to move toward the Light, I
knew intuitively that if I went to the Light, I would be
dead. So as I was moving toward the Light I said,
"Please wait a minute, just hold on a second here. I want
to think about this; I would like to talk to you before
I go."
To my surprise, the entire experience halted at that
point. You are indeed in control of your near-death
experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride. So my
request was honored and I had some conversations with the
Light. The Light kept changing into different figures,
like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images
and signs. I asked the Light, "What is going on here?
Please, Light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to
know the reality of the situation." I cannot really say
the exact words, because it was sort of telepathy.
The Light responded. The information transferred to me
was that your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are
getting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or
Catholic or Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of
your own stuff. You have a chance to look at it and
examine it, but most people do not.
As the Light revealed itself to me, I became aware
that what I was really seeing was our Higher Self matrix.
The only thing I can tell you is that it turned into a
matrix, a mandala of human souls, and what I saw was that
what we call our Higher Self in each of us is a matrix.
It's also a conduit to the Source; each one of
us comes directly, as a direct experience from the
Source. We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part
of our being. It revealed itself to me in its truest
energy form. The only way I can really describe it is
that the being of the Higher Self is more like a
conduit. It did not look like that, but it is a direct
connection to the Source that each and every one of us
has. We are directly connected to the Source.
So the Light was showing me the Higher Self matrix.
And it became very clear to me that all the Higher
Selves are connected as one being, all humans are
connected as one being, we are actually the same being,
different aspects of the same being. It was not
committed to one particular religion.
So that is what was being fed back to me. And I saw
this mandala of human souls. It was the most beautiful
thing I have ever seen. I just went into it and, it was
just over- whelming. It was like all the love you've every
wanted, and it was the kind of love that cures, heals,
regenerates.
As I asked the Light to keep explaining, I understood
what the Higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around
the planet where all the Higher Selves are connected.
This is like a great company, a next subtle level of
Energy around us, the spirit level, you might say. Then,
After a couple of minutes,I asked for more clarification.
I really wanted to know what the universe is about, and
I was ready to go at that time. I said "I am ready, take me."
Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I
have ever seen: a mandala of human souls on this planet.
Now I came to this with my negative view of what has
happening on the planet.
So as I asked the light to keep clarifying for me, I
Saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all are
in our essence, our core. We are the most beautiful
creations. The human soul, the human matrix that we
all make together is absolutely fantastic, elegant,
exotic,every-thing. I just cannot say enough about
how it changed my opinion of human beings in that instant.
I said, "Oh, God, I did not know how beautiful we
are." At any level, high or low, in whatever shape you are
in, you are the most beautiful creation,you are. I was
astonished to find that there was no evil in any soul. I
said "How can this be?" The answer was that no soul
was inherently evil.
The terrible things that happened to people might make
them do evil things,but their souls were not evil. What all
people seek,what sustains them, is love, the Light told me.
What distorts people is a lack of love.
The revelations coming from the Light seemed to go on
and on, then I asked the Light, "Does this mean that
humankind will be saved?" Then, like a
trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the
Great Light spoke, saying, "Remember this and never forget;
you save, redeem and heal yourself.
You always have. You always will. You were created
with the power to do so from before the beginning of the
world."
In that instant I realized even more. I realized that
WE HAVE ALREADY
BEEN SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were
designed to self-correct like the rest of God's universe.
This is what the second coming is about.
I thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best
thing I could come up with was these simple words of totally
appreciation: "Oh dear God, dear Universe, dear Great
Self, I love my Life."
The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It
was as if the Light was completely absorbing me. The Love
Light is, to this day, indescribable. I entered into
another realm, more profound than the last, and became
aware of something more, much more. It was an enormous
stream of Light, vast and full, deep in the Heart of Life.
I asked what this was.
The Light responded, "This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink
of this manna water to your heart's content." So I did.
I took one big drink and then another.
To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy.
Then the Light said, "You have a desire." The Light
knew all about me, everything past, present and future.
"Yes!" I whispered.
I asked to see the rest of the Universe; beyond our
solar system, beyond all human illusion. The Light then
told me that I could go with the Stream. I did, and was
carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel. I felt
and heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!
THE VOID OF NOTHINGNESS
Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet
on this stream of Life. I saw the earth fly away. The solar
system, in all its splendor, whizzed by and disappeared. At
faster than light speed, I flew through the
center of the galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I
went. I learned that this galaxy, and all of the Universe,
is bursting with many different varieties of LIFE. I saw
many worlds. The good news is that we are not alone in
this Universe!
As I rode this stream of consciousness through the
center of the galaxy, the stream was expanding in awesome
fractal waves of energy. The super clusters of galaxies with
all their ancient wisdom flew by. I thought I was going
somewhere; actually traveling. But then I realized that, as
the stream was expanding, my own consciousness was also
expanding to take in everything in the Universe! All
creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder! I
truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland!
It seemed as if all the creations in the Universe
soared by me and vanished in a speck of Light. Almost
immediately, a second Light appeared. It came from all
sides, and was so different; a Light made up of more than
every frequency in the Universe. I felt and heard several
velvety sonic booms again. My consciousness, or being, was
expanding to interface with the entire Holographic Universe
and more.
As I passed into the second Light, the awareness came
to me that I had just transcended the Truth. Those are
the best words I have for it, but I will try to explain.
As I passed into the second Light, I expanded beyond the
First Light. I found myself in a profound stillness,
beyond all silence. I could see or perceive FOREVER,
beyond Infinity.
I was in the Void.
I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had
crossed over the beginning of time - the First Word –
the First vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation. I
felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a
religious feeling. Simply I was at one with Absolute
Life and Consciousness.
When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I
mean that I could experience all of creation generating
itself. It was without beginning and without end. That's
a mind-expanding thought, isn't it?
Scientists perceive the Big Bang as a single event
which created the Universe. I saw that the Big Bang
is only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs
creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously. The
only images that even come close in human terms would be
those created by supercomputers using fractal geometry
equations.
The ancients knew of this. They said Godhead
periodically created new Universes by breathing out,
and de-creating other Universes by breathing in. These
epochs were called Yugas. Modern science called this the
Big Bang. I was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could
see or perceive all the Big Bangs or Yugas creating and de-
creating themselves. Instantly I entered into them all
simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece
of creation has the power to create. It is very difficult
to try to explain this. I am still speechless about this.
It took me years after I returned to assimilate any
words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you
this now; the Void is less than nothing, yet more than
everything that is! The Void is absolute zero; chaos
forming all possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness;
much more than even Universal Intelligence.
Where is the Void? I know. The Void is inside and
outside everything. You, right now even while you live,
are always inside and outside the Void simultaneously.
You don't have to go anywhere or die to get there.
The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all
physical manifestations.
The SPACE between atoms and their components.
Modern science has begun to study this space between
everything. They call it Zero-point energy. Whenever they
try to measure it, their instruments go off the scale,
or to infinity, so to speak. They have no way, as of yet,
to measure infinity accurately. There is more of the
zero space in your own body and the Universe than anything
else!
What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so
full of energy, a different kind of energy that has
created everything that we are.
Everything since the Big Bang is vibration, from the
first Word, which is the first vibration. The biblical
"I am" really has a question mark after it.
"I am - What am I?"
So creation is God exploring God's Self through every
way imaginable, in an ongoing, infinite exploration through
every one of us. Through every piece
of hair on your head, through every leaf on every
tree, through every atom, God is exploring God's Self,
the great "I am". I began to see that everything that is,
is the Self, literally, your Self, my Self.
Everything is the great Self. That is why God knows
even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever
you are is the center of the universe. Wherever any atom is,
that is the center of the universe. There is God in that, and
God in the Void.
As I was exploring the Void and all the Yugas or
creations, I was completely out of time and space as we
know it. In this expanded state, I discovered that creation
is about Absolute Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into
the Experience of Life as we know it. The Void itself is
devoid of experience. It is pre-life, before the first
vibration. Godhead is about more than Life and Death.
Therefore there is even more than Life and Death to
experience in the Universe!
I was in the Void and I was aware of everything that
had ever been created. It was like I was looking out
of God's eyes. I had become God. Suddenly I wasn't me
anymore. The only thing I can say, I was looking out
of God's eyes. And suddenly I knew why every atom was,
and I could see everything.
The interesting point was that I went into the Void,
I came back with this understanding that God is not
there. God is here. That's what it is all about.
So this constant search of the human race to go out
and find God ... God gave everything to us, everything
is here - this is where it's at. And what we are into now
is God's exploration of God through us. People are so
busy trying to become God that they ought to realize that
we are already God and God is becoming us. That's what it
is really about.
When I realized this, I was finished with the Void,
and wanted to return to this creation, or Yuga. It just
seemed like the natural thing to do.
Then I suddenly came back through the second Light, or
the Big Bang, hearing several more velvet booms. I rode
the stream of consciousness back through all of creation,
and what a ride it was!
The super clusters of galaxies came through me with even
more insights.
I passed through the center of our galaxy, which is a
black hole. Black holes are the great processors or
recyclers of the Universe. Do you know what is on the other
side of a Black Hole? We are; our galaxy; which has
been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total
energy configuration, the galaxy looked like a fantastic
city of lights. All energy this side of the Big Bang is
light. Every sub-atom, atom, star,planet, even consciousness
itself is made of light and has a frequency and/or particle.
Light is living stuff. Everything is made of light, even
stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the
Light of God; everything is very intelligent.
THE LIGHT OF LOVE
As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see
a huge Light coming. I knew it was the First Light; the
Higher Self Light Matrix of our solar system. Then the
entire solar system appeared in the Light,accompanied
by one of those velvet booms.
I saw that the solar system we live in is our larger,
local body. This is our local body and we are much
bigger than we imagine. I saw that the solar system is
our body. I am a part of this, and the earth is this
great created being that we are, and we are the part
of it that knows that it is.
But we are only that part of it. We are not
everything, but we are that part of it that knows that
it is.
I could see all the energy that this solar system
generates, and it is an incredible light show! I could
hear the Music of the Spheres. Our solar system, as do
all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light,
sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations
from other star systems can spot life as we know it in
the universe by the vibratory or energy matrix imprint.
It is child's play. The earth's Wonder Child (human beings)
make an abundance of sound right now, like children
playing in the backyard of the universe.
I rode the stream directly into the center of the
Light. I felt embraced by the Light as it took me in with
its breath again, followed by another soft sonic boom.
I was in this great Light of Love with the stream of
life flowing through me. I have to say again, it is the
most loving, non-judgmental Light. It is the ideal parent
for this Wonder Child.
"What now?" I wondered.
The Light explained to me that there is no death; we
are immortal beings. We have already been alive forever!
I realized that we are part of a natural living system
that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I
had to come back. I just knew that I would. It was only
natural, from what I had seen.
I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human
time. But there came a moment when I realized that all
my questions had been answered and my return was near.
When I say that all my questions were answered on the
other side, I mean to say just that. All my questions
have been answered. Every human has a different life
and set of questions to explore.
Some of our questions are Universal, but each of us is
exploring this thing we call Life in our own unique way.
So is every other form of life, from mountains to every
leaf on every tree.
And that is very important to the rest of us in this
Universe. Because it all contributes to the Big Picture,
the fullness of Life. We are literally
God exploring God's Self in an infinite Dance of Life.
Your uniqueness enhances all of Life.
HIS RETURN TO EARTH
As I began my return to the life cycle, it never
crossed my mind, nor was I told, that I would
return to the same body. It just did not matter.
I had complete trust in the Light and the Life
process. As the stream merged with the great Light,
I asked never to forget the revelations and the
feelings of what I had learned on the other side.
There was a "Yes". It felt like a kiss to my soul.
Then I was taken back through the Light into the
vibratory realm again.
The whole process reversed, with even more information
being given to me. I came back home, and I was given
lessons on the mechanics of reincarnation. I was given
answers to all those little questions I had:
"How does this work? How does that work?" I knew that
I would be reincarnated. The earth is a great processor
of energy, and individual consciousness evolves out of
that into each one of us.
I thought of myself as a human for the first time, and
I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would
be happy to be an atom in this universe. An atom. So to
be the human part of God ...this is the most fantastic
blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation
of what blessing can be. For each and every one of us to
be the human part of this experience is awesome, and
magnificent. Each and every one of us, no matter where
we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the planet,
right where we are.
So I went through the reincarnation process expecting
to be a baby somewhere. But I was given a lesson on
how individual identity and consciousness evolve. So I
reincarnated back into this body. I was so surprised when
I opened my eyes. I do not know why, because I understood
it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body,
back in my room with someone looking over me crying her eyes
out. It was my hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour
and a half after finding me dead. She was sure I was dead;
all the signs of death were there - I was getting stiff.
We do not know how long I was dead, but we do know that it
was an hour and a half since I was found. She honored
my wish to have my newly dead body left alone for a few
hours as much as she could. We had an amplified stethoscope
and many ways of checking out the vital functions of the
body to see what was happening.
She can verify that I really was dead. It was not a near-death
experience. I experienced death itself for at least an hour
and a half. She found me dead and checked the stethoscope,
blood pressure and heart rate monitor for an hour and a half.
Then I awakened and saw the light outside. I tried to
get up to go to it, but I fell out of the bed. She heard a
loud "clunk", ran in and found me on the floor.
When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very
In awe, about what had happened to me. At first all the
memory of the trip that I have now was not there. I kept
slipping out of this world and kept asking, "Am I alive?"
This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Within
three days, I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet
different than I have ever felt in my life.
My memory of the journey came back later. I could see
nothing wrong with any human being I had ever seen. Before
that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were
really screwed up, in fact I thought that everybody was screwed
up but me. But I got clear on all that.
About three months later a friend said I should get
tested, so I went and got the scans and so forth. I really
felt good, so I was afraid of getting bad news. I remember
the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and
after scans, saying, "Well, there is nothing here
now." I said, "Really, it must be a miracle?"
He said "No, these things happen, they are called
Spontaneous remission." He acted very unimpressed. But here
was a miracle, and I was impressed, even if no one else was.
LESSONS HE LEARNED
The mystery of life has very little to do with
intelligence. The universe is not an intellectual process
at all. The intellect is helpful; it is brilliant, but
right now that is all we process with, instead of our
hearts and the wiser part of ourselves.
The center of the earth is this great transmuter of
energy, just as you see in pictures of our earth's
magnetic field. That's our cycle, pulling reincarnated
souls back in and through it again. A sign that you are
reaching human level is that you are beginning to evolve
an individual consciousness.
The animals have a group soul, and they reincarnate in
group souls. A deer is pretty much going to be a deer
forever. But just being born a human, whether deformed
or genius, shows that you are on the path to developing
an individual consciousness. That is in itself part of
the group consciousness called humanity.
I saw that races are personality clusters. Nations
like France, Germany and China each have their own
personality. Cities have personalities, their
local group souls that attract certain people.
Families have group souls.
Individual identity is evolving like branches of a
fractal; the group soul explores in our individuality.
The different questions that each of us has are very,
very important. This is how Godhead is exploring God's
Self - through you.
So ask your questions, do your searching. You will
find your Self and you will find God in that Self,
because it is only the Self.
More than that, I began to see that each one of us
humans are soul mates. We are part of the same soul
fractaling out in many creative directions, but still
the same. Now I look at every human being that I ever see,
and I see a soul mate, my soul mate, the one I have always
been looking for.
Beyond that, the greatest soul mate that you will ever have
Is yourself.
We are each both male and female. We experience this
in the womb and we experience this in reincarnation
states. If you are looking for that ultimate soul mate
outside of yourself, you may never find it; it is
not there. Just as God is not "there". God is here.
Don't look "out there" for God. Look here for God. Look
through your Self. Start having the greatest love affair
you ever had ... with your Self. You will love everything
out of that.
I had a descent into what you might call Hell, and it
was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My
descent into Hell was a descent into each person's
customized human misery, ignorance, and darkness of
not-knowing. It seemed like a miserable eternity. But
each of the millions of souls around me had a little
star of light always available.
But no one seemed to pay attention to it. They were so
consumed with their own grief, trauma and misery. But,
after what seemed an eternity, I started calling out to
that Light, like a child calling to a parent for help.
Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came
right to me and insulated me from all that fear and pain.
That is what Hell really is. So what we are really doing
is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors of
Hell are open now. We are going to link up, hold
hands, and walk out of Hell together. The Light came to me
and turned into a huge golden angel. I said, "Are you the
angel of death?" It expressed to me that it was my
oversoul, my Higher Self matrix, a super-ancient part
of ourselves. Then I was taken to the Light.
Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn't that
going to be wonderful?
We are coming up with devices now that are sensitive
to subtle energy or spirit energy. Physicists use these
atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what they are made
of. They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all
that. Well, one day they are going to come down to the
little thing that holds it all together, and they are going
to have to call that ... God.
With atomic colliders they are not only seeing what is
in here, but they are creating particles. Thank God most
of them are short-lived milliseconds and
nanoseconds. We are just beginning to understand that
we are creating too, as we go along. As I saw forever,
I came to a realm in which there is a
point where we pass all knowledge and begin creating
the next fractal, the next level. We have that power to
create as we explore. And that is God expanding itself
through us.
Since my return I have experienced the Light
spontaneously, and I have learned how to get to that
space almost any time in my meditation. Each one
of you can do this. You do not have to die to do this.
It is within your equipment; you are wired for it already.
The body is the most magnificent Light being there is. The
body is a universe of incredible Light. Spirit is not pushing
us to dissolve this body. That is not what is happening.
Stop trying to become God; God is becoming you. Here.
The mind is like a child running around the universe,
demanding this and thinking it created the world. But
I ask the mind: "What did your mother have to do with
this?" That is the next level of spiritual awareness. Oh!
my mother! All of a sudden you give up the ego, because
you are not the only soul in the universe.
One of my questions to the Light was "What is Heaven?"
I was given a tour of all the heavens that have been
created: the Nirvanas, the Happy Hunting
Grounds, all of them. I went through them. These are
thought form creations that we have created. Heaven is
a state of mind, that then becomes reality ! we then get
reprocessed.
"But whatever we created, we leave a part of ourselves
there. It is real, but it is not all of the soul.
"I saw the Christian Heaven. We expect it to be a beautiful
place, and you stand in front of the throne, worshipping
forever. I tried it. It is boring! This is all we are going
to do? It is childlike. I do not mean to offend anyone. Some
heavens are very interesting, and some are very boring.
I found the ancient ones to be more interesting, like the Native
American ones, the Happy Hunting Grounds. The Egyptians have
fantastic ones. It goes on and on. There are so many of them.
In each of them there is a fractal that is your particular
interpretation, unless you are part of the group soul that
believes in only the God of a particular religion. Then you
are very close, in the same ball park together. But even then,
each is a little bit different. That is a part of yourself that
you leave there. Death is about Life, not about Heaven.
"I asked God: "What is the best religion on the
planet? Which
one is right?" And Godhead said, with great love: "I don't care."
That was incredible grace. What that meant was that we are the
caring beings here. The Ultimate Godhead of all the stars tells
us: "It does not matter what religion you are." They come and
they go, they change. Buddhism has not been here forever,
Catholicism has not been here forever, and they are all
about to become more enlightened. More light is coming into
all systems now. There is going to be a reformation in
spirituality that is going to be just as dramatic as the
Protestant Reformation. There will be lots of
people fighting about it, one religion against the next,
believing that only they are right. Everyone thinks they
own God, the religions and philosophies, especially the
religions, because they form big organizations around the
philosophy. When Godhead said, "I don't care," I immediately
understood that it is for us to care about. It is important,
because we are the caring beings. It matters to us and that
is where it is important. What you have is the energy equation
in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are
Protestant, Buddhist, or whatever. It is all a facet of the
whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each
other be. It is not the end of each religion, but we are talking
about the same God. Live and let live. Each has a different view.
And it all adds up to the big picture; it is all important.
"I went over to the other side with a lot of fears about toxic
waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, the
rainforest. I came back loving every single problem. I love
nuclear waste. I love the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest
mandala that we have manifested to date, as an archetype. It,
more than any religion or philosophy on earth, brought us
together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness.
Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or
500 times, we finally realize that maybe we are all here together
now. For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get
it in to us. Then we started saying, "We do not need this any
more." Now we are actually in a safer world than we
have ever been in, and it is going to get safer. So I came back
loving toxic waste, because it brought us together. These things
are so big. As Peter Russell might say, these problems are now
"soul size." Do we have soul size answers? YES!
"The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty
years there will be more trees on the planet than in a long time.
If you are into ecology, go for it; you are that part of the
system that is becoming aware.
Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed. It
is
part of a larger thing. Earth is in the process of domesticating
itself. It is never again going to be as wild a place as it once
was. There will be great wild places, reserves where nature
thrives. Gardening and reserves will be the thing in the future.
Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of
energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in
consciousness will change politics, money, energy.
"What happens when we dream? We are multi-dimensional
beings. We
can access that through lucid dreaming. In fact, this universe is
God's dream. One of the things that I saw is that we humans are a
speck on a planet that is a speck in a galaxy that is a speck.
Those are giant systems out there, and we are in sort of an
average system. But human beings are already legendary
throughout the cosmos of consciousness. The little bitty human
being of Earth/Gaia is legendary. One of the things that we are
legendary for is dreaming. We are legendary dreamers. In fact,
the whole cosmos has been looking for the meaning of life, the
meaning of it all. And it was the little dreamer who came up
with the best answer ever. We dreamed it up. So dreams are
important.
"After dying and coming back, I really respect life
and death.
In our DNA experiments we may have opened the door to a great
secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to live
in this body. After living 150 years or so, there will be an
intuitive soul sense that you will want to change channels.
Living forever in one body is not as creative as reincarnation,
as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy
that we are in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of life
and death, and enjoy it. As it is now, we have already been alive
forever. This body that you are in, has been alive forever. It
comes from an unending stream of life, going back to the Big Bang
and beyond. This body gives life to the next life, in dense and
subtle energy. This body has been alive forever already."
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